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Friday, August 6, 2010 / 2:00 PM

Home Again

Back home again after a short vacation. It wasn't tooo bad. But I kind of wish I never went. This trip was supposed to be good for my family, but instead, just made the situation even worse.

I enjoyed going to sea world and seeing an abundance of ocean creatures and was happy to have some bonding time with my dad. I also liked seeing so much in Los angeles. I visited koreatown, little tokyo, venice beach, hollywood, beverly hills, rodeo drive. So much! It's such a big place, I'd like to go back again one day, but, that day wont be soon.

My parents have been constantly fighting lately. It's just really hard to deal with. I'm not supposed to say anything out it, which really really hurts, because how can I go to someone else for comfort? How can I try to relate to someone else with the same problem if I'm not even allowed to say what it is? I can't go to my parents because they're the problem. My family is falling apart before my eyes. It's just too fast.

Yesterday, I got a call from my mom at gezelles house, while everyone was on the driveway having fun, I walked down the street to talk to my mom. The phone call ended with some tears. I will admit, yes, I did cry on the street. It was extremely embarrassing. I hate crying in public places, let alone say it. I couldn't stay at the curb forever so I went back and they all saw how red my face was. I couldn't tell my own best friend why I was crying. Now everyone thinks it was for a stupid reason, that my parents couldn't pick me up. Why would i cry over that? aggh T_T i hate how everything just gets so depressing lately.

I j u s t w a n t a h a p p y f a m i l y .

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